Essence Bubbles/Trickster Pops Them All
This was submitted from an anonymous member of the community.
“Kelly, you don’t know much much I love having this way to share my frustration. I think I should be braver and want to talk as myself but I can’t say that I am – call me chicken?
Essence, my creative self as I’ve come to understand it, has all of the best ideas and I do feel the bubbles when I’m around you and others. I can’t seem to follow through on anything and it’s all because of the negative thoughts in my head. You call it Trickster and I feel tricked so it fits.
I’m tired of getting excited and dropping the ball. Today I’m feeling so low about it. My partner is exasperated with me spending money on ‘business’ that never happens. If I spend more than a little at a time I know he’ll blow his top – so I can’t take your big offer even though I want to.
How do you deal with Trickster? How do you make essence stronger? I feel if I don’t figure this out I’m going to give up.”